Friday, January 11, 2008

a writer's block ?


So much things in mind. Dunno when or where to start.

What has happened to me, someone who 2 years ago couldn’t live if I don’t blog for 2 days. Someone who amidst daily life routine as a student, my mind would still be filled with ideas and thoughts to jot down in my blog. The amazing thing was, sometimes I don’t even have to plan the writings, it happens by itself in my mind, that makes me hurriedly search for a piece of paper to write before I lose it.

There were always things that catches my eyes and stimulates my mind to write. There were things that I would see as interesting to ponder. There were always people who I would view as a great subject for my writings. The days when writing and breathing is considered not much difference. For me I mean.

But now, I don’t know why or how, the ideas are there, but the words are nowhere to be found. I would sit and stare blankly at the computer screen for some time, feeling like someone who is forced to write. Gone were the days when the words flow like waterfalls, when I need to ‘brake’ myself or else I’ll never stop.

Seriously, what's wrong with me..?